Back to work I go!
Last night we said goodbye to Miss P for the week. She will be staying with Grandma and Papa until Friday since I started my new job today. It was definitely a lot more difficult leaving her this time around vs. leaving for Vegas three weeks ago. There was a point when I laid her down for the third attempt that Jim and I were saying our goodbye’s and we were both crying. The mentality this time around made things a lot harder. I guess last time it was easier since we were going out of state and we knew when we got back I could nap and hold her all day. I have been so blessed to have spent the first four months of her life on maternity leave and then returned back to work only having worked for a few months. The past six weeks have been difficult because leaving my old job was not planned, so financially it has been rough but we are managing like most people do. My new job, which is a step down from my past job will offer me less stress at work and at home. I will not have to be on-call 24/7, I am getting paid more, which is a huge plus and it’s for a company that has their shit together. The downside for me is that the restaurant I will be located at is open 365, 7 am-12 am so it bums me out slightly that I will most likely be away from my baby on her first Halloween, Thanksgiving and possibly even her birthday. I just have to keep my head up because this job is for the better and I know I will be happier in general. Maybe it’s a sign that I just need to suck it up and be an “adult”.
Picture Day at Old Poway Park
Bartender, A shot of whisky please!
A Letter to Payton – 7 Months
Dear Payton-
Today you are seven months! It is crazy to think that we are in the second half of your first year. Everyone that told us time would fly was spot on. The other day when we returned from our Las Vegas getaway I was going through your dresser to weed out your smaller clothes. When I got to your onesie and shirt drawer, which is typically a mess and very rare that you wear anything from there I found that only three of the shirts actually fit you. I showed Daddy one of your 0-3 month onesies on my belly and we both got really sad. You have gotten so big, so fast. You have reached twenty pounds, which is just crazy considering I was only 19 pounds when I was a year old. Your wardrobe is diminishing as you are wearing 12+ month clothing. You love food, which is very apparent considering your size. We just started you on two meals a day and you have yet to reject anything that we have presented. I love feeding you! I find so much joy in watching you everyday and luckily we have had another month together without me leaving you everyday. I could really get used to not working but unfortunately bills need to be paid and Momma has to go back to work. Daddy and I spend our evenings watching you discover your surroundings and are finding ourselves telling you “no” very often. You are very smart and completely aware of your surroundings. I could go on and on bragging about you but I am going to stop myself. Everyday you amaze me, I love you more than life itself and thank you for your continuous loving smiles, giggles and “looks”. You are what gets me through the day.
xoxo-
Mommy
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