17 Weeks
I am just trucking right along with this pregnancy. It literally is flying by but that is because I do not have the time to focus on my growing belly. The second kid really does get kind of robbed, I am enjoying it more this time around knowing it is my last so the change in my mindset is allowing me to take each day as it comes. Which with my current living situation and everything else it is probably best that I keep it this way for my sanity. I had my 17-week checkup yesterday and I have to say that I love my midwife and I am so thankful I ditched Dr. downer from my first appointment. I went in yesterday stressed out because let’s face it, everything around me is a crazy mess. I have been working what feels like a lot more and I have found myself way more stressed out at work this time around. The work is more demanding and we’re busier so I do not have the down time like I did at my previous employer. My midwife, Robin, placed me on a modified work schedule which has me on a strict eight hour max work day and at least a twelve hour difference between shifts. It sounded pretty sweet at the time because I am worn out, but now I just wish I would have just opted to go straight on disability. She will reevaluate my progress on July 5th at my 22-week appointment. She has also placed me on Zoloft since I had to stop taking my meds, she is allowing me to take this approved antidepressant to help aid me during this super stressful time. I know you might think I am whining about my life, but living in a hotel or really without any of your “stuff” is crazy stressful, add in a seventeen-month-old and a fifty+ work week and life gets a little more difficult. There will be a light at the end of the tunnel. 🙂
More about this little guy in my tummy.
- How many Weeks: 17 weeks 4 days
- Weight Gain: 5 pounds
- How big is baby?: the size of an onion, 5 oz or so.
- Maternity clothes?: Just pants.
- Stretch marks?: nope.
- Sleep?: is wonderful.
- Movement?: Felt my little guy really kick the other day! Best feeling in the world.
- Food cravings?: not really. I just eat what I want. Little man doesn’t like spicy foods which is killing me because I love ’em.
- Labor signs?: I did have some braxton hicks while at work a few weeks ago, hence, why the doctor did what she did.
- Belly button in or out?: it’s a crater.
- What I miss: Nothing.
- What I’m looking forward to: moving into our house to start the nursery.
- Milestone: second trimester and feeling first movements.
- Big Sister: If we ask Payton where the baby is she pulls up my shirt and pokes at my belly button. She will get it sooner or later.
the stroller debate
Groovin’ to Gaga
Last Wednesday we were all home together including my Mother who was staying with us. We had just finished eating an actual home cooked meal in my own kitchen of: grilled chicken, artichokes and gnocchi. It wasn’t anything amazing but the fact that we all dined at our dining room table in the middle of valances on the floor and ribbon scattered along the remaining quarter of the table we still managed to enjoy eachother’s company, laughing about the past few weeks and watched as Payton inhaled her veggies. After our meal we sat down on the couch after bath time watching Pay as she scattered her toys across our living room floor, my Mom on her computer and we revisited Lady Gaga’s HBO special. Jim was amazed by her talent, some may beg to differ but seeing her before she exploded, acapella, three people away from her was amazing and I will always be a fan from that night at the Hard Rock. Mid conversation we look down at the floor and saw Payton tapping her feet and wiggling on the floor. I’d say we have a Gaga fan on our hands. She danced through a few other songs as well, this kid I tell you, she is a crack up and loves making us laugh. Make sure to watch around a minute and fifteen seconds where she slows down to thrust her hips and wiggle what her mama gave her. 😀
My kid. I swear.
groovin’ to gaga from melissa on Vimeo.
wondering where I’ve been?
probably not. But, I wanted to let y’all know I still have a beating heart just not a hand that has felt the desire to tap, tap, tap away on the keyboard. We were officially out of our house for four weeks and six days, we moved back in the Friday before Mother’s Day only to find out after five short days that we would be moving right back out. Yep, you read that correctly. My gorgeous new flooring was soaked, the plumber was called and we were checking into Chateau a la Schack once more. I was devastated, crushed and had never wanted my house to suddenly burn down to the ground as much as I did that Thursday morning. The original leak was fixed but this time there is a slow leak coming from the pipe going into our water heater and in my closet which leads to our washer. Our insurance adjuster feels so badly that he as somehow coerced Farmer’s into allowing him to approve a complete partial redirect of our pipes, sweet right? The work will begin tomorrow, the contractor was out this morning to assess the reroute which will go over in our ceiling and will be capped off in Payton’s room which means the dry wall in her room is coming off, luckily, I always buy too much paint so I have plenty for that re-do. Jim has finally seen my point on why I wanted to move so badly (besides the obvious of which is our shitty, white trash neighbors) so we have finally considered as a couple that once all the repairs are 100% fixed we will look into renting and/or selling. Please let the sun shine down on the Atkinson’s abode for once in two months, this mama would sure appreciate it.
So for now, and the next two to three weeks we are residing in a two-bedroom suite a few miles up the road while a portion of my new hardwood flooring is ripped up, acoustic ceiling is cut into (and hopefully scrapped off), pipes are cut and re-directed all of which will one day bring us to normalcy again. I just have to thank my lucky stars that this little boy is not here yet because I don’t know how either us would be coping with the biggest challenge our relationship has even endured.
So, there you have it. I am alive, whiny and bitchy as ever. Positive posts to come. . . 🙂
On a sidenote, I have felt the first flutters of my little Brayden. Ahhh. . .the best feeling.
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